[Verse 1]
Teeth marks in the drywall
Laugh tracks in my head
Neighbors through the paper
Swear they said I'm better off dead
Clock hand jerks then freezes
Every second
Out of tune
Faces melt to static
In the aisle at noon
[Chorus]
I'm not okay in this daylight
Frames on the wall all breathe
Cracks in the skyline
Widen
Something underneath me seethes
Hold my head like a fault line
Pray this pressure finally breaks
If I go down in this landslide
Will anyone feel the quake?
[Verse 2]
Took the long way to the bathroom
Found a hallway that never ends
Every door a different version
None of them my friends
Doctor draws a little circle
Says "your storms are just in here"
But the thunder shakes the table
Rattles every rib of fear
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I see him in the mirror
Same eyes
Wrong grin
He says "we share a body
But I get to drive again"
[growled]
Nails in my palms
Just to know what's real
If pain is proof of living
Then why can't I feel?
[crescendo]
Hands on my temples
White flash
Black sky
Walls bend inward
I split
I divide
[Chorus]