[Verse 1]
Woke up on the floor
Mouth full of dust
Phone full of numbers
But nobody to trust
Every "you got this"
Fades when it’s rough
They love the highlight reel
Not the uncut stuff
[Chorus]
Sink or surface
Guess it’s only me again
Every promise
Breaks the moment that I bend
If I make it out alive
It won’t be ‘cause you arrived
Sink or surface
I’m the only one on my side
[Verse 2]
Hands on the steering wheel
Eyes on the void
Talking to the ceiling
Praying for some noise
Family at arm’s length
Friends at the bar
They only see the scar
Never ask how deep they are
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I screamed for help in a crowded room
You turned your heads like you never knew
I learned to patch my own open wounds
Stitched my name into the ruin
[growled vocals]
You weren’t there
When my lungs caved in
You weren’t there
When the dark moved in
So keep your empty
Easy lines
I built my backbone out of nights
[Chorus]
[Outro]
[crescendo
Gang vocals]
Only me
Just my breath
My blood
My teeth
Only me
If I fall
I fall on my feet
Only me
Ashes filling up my lungs
Only me
I die screaming
I die sung