Wake

I wanna wake up with you every single day

Don’t mind what other people might think or say

But lately you’ve been on my mind like every day

So I just sit at home, waste my life away

See I’ve been tryna find your love in other ways

But it’s put me in utter disarray

Continuation:

Now every mirror’s showing someone I don’t know

Smiling on the outside while I’m sinking down below

I keep my phone unlocked, pretending you might call

Building up these walls just to watch ’em slowly fall

Maybe I’m the reason everything went wrong

Maybe I was quiet when I should’ve been strong

Running in circles, chasing yesterday

Trying to outrun the mess I couldn’t keep away

Hook:

If love’s a game, then I forgot the rules

Playing the fool, got nothing left to lose

Laugh it off while everything’s on fire

Still reaching higher, higher, higher…

’Cause I still wanna wake up with you every day.

Verse 2

I’m driving nowhere with the windows down

Trying to lose these thoughts before they drag me down

The city’s full but I’ve never felt so alone

Funny how a crowded room can feel like home… no

Every little memory keeps pulling me back

Like a train off the rails that can’t find the track

I keep telling myself that I’ll be alright

Then your name shows up in the middle of the night

Pre-Chorus

Maybe I held on a little too long

Maybe moving on don’t mean that you’re gone

I’m learning that healing ain’t a straight line

One step forward, then I lose my mind

Chorus

I wanna wake up with you every single day

Don’t care what anybody else might have to say

But dreams fade out when the morning comes around

Now I’m picking up the pieces that I found

I searched for your love in a thousand different ways

Only ended up more lost inside the haze

Guess some hearts don’t break, they slowly fray

And I keep trying just to make it through the day

Bridge

If tomorrow’s better, I hope it knows my name

‘Cause yesterday and I still play the same old game

I’m tired of pretending that I’m doing fine

When every little crack lets in another night

Maybe one day I’ll smile and mean it too

Maybe I’ll stop looking for myself in you

‘Til then I’ll keep singing to the empty room

Waiting for the flowers after all this gloom

Final Chorus

I wanna wake up and finally feel okay

Leave all these heavy thoughts somewhere far away

Take what’s left and build another life somehow

Stop living in the shadows of the then and now

If love was real, I know I gave my all

Even when I knew we’d someday fall

So here’s goodbye, even if my heart won’t say it yet…

I’ll carry the lessons, but I’ll leave the regret.