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First off you're ridiculous I never gave up my kids I put them with father Christopher Lynn Neville no I put all three of my kids with him and what you don't understand though you all think you do you do not I had a restraining order against him he couldn't speak to me and I couldn't speak to him so unfortunately for me I had to talk to his evil fucking new wife starla you know the reason he broke my nose and the real reason we got into it that night because he didn't want me to see what he was writing her and the words of him the night that our baby girl is being fussy and not feeling very good and every time the kitchen light went off she get worse and start screaming and have her half asleep he would get up and shut off the light and then he would tell me how I needed to go to my room as if I was a dog and we did get in a bit of a scuffle you could call it he broke the light bulb I went to get a new light bulb he grabbed me by my throat I scratched his neck he punched me I left him that night came back to get my stuff checked the computer and there it was and black and white too starla Neville don't worry I'm leaving Judith after our girls are grown and guess when that was written to her around the same time our daughter was fussy he was worried I could see that far and I would catch him but you're right I am the villain but I'm still not the one that gave my kids Kim oh no I'm not that would have been their father I spoke to his new wife told her that Chris needs to come get his kids and keep them all with him until I find a place up that way so the kids could be with both parents now did I tell them what I was doing at the time taking down some really bad people I absolutely did not I just needed my kids safe and if you can't understand that I don't know what the fucking tell you you know that house I was written on Franklin Street and Womack Illinois the basement flooded to the electric box and you want to continue to tell me that this is all my fault well that was in the middle of the fuckin winter what do you want from me you took everything that you could possibly take for me and the only thing that ever mattered to me were my three daughters but you can continue to believe that that wasn't true because why their mother was proving to them that a woman can do anything that anyone else could do that cares for others that carries pistols protecting others and getting justice but unfortunately that's not exactly what they all do they will turn their cheeks on you so fast it's not funny and they'll save a bitch that they think is me even though she is not me because Kim had them convinced that her daughter was me but I'm not her daughter and I'm not the one you wanted to hurt and Kim really is just a Joseph Earl Smith's daughter I am not no don't ask me any more of my truth if you want to know my truth read about it! I still wish I could close my eyes and I wake up but I still write everyday not for me I write my Truth for my daughters 3