I did not give up my flesh

I got up each time you broke me to my knees

I begged Gracie to let me stay at her side

I sang songs of pain and songs of love written by her I've heard her voice my whole life I've

Faught for more then just me I fought for my daughters and each time I got up after tears fell down my face like a river I looked at my hands and

I told myself get up don't let them see you fall your daughters are learning from you keep fighting don't let Kim's lies she's told your whole life win now you're stronger then you think then it hit again the pain of unknowing why they did this to my children you see they didn't just do this to me they did this to my children and they had no right from Get go they had no right how's the floods water all the way up to the electric box it's not a safe place in the middle of a Winter with three baby girls I don't give a damn what you have to say about it going to top it off she wasn't even my mother and that is the truth what right did she have to stick her nose in my divorce with her father Christopher Lynn Neville what right does she have at all she's not their biological grandparent she's not even my mother she's never acted like a mother to me she's just a bitch that didn't want the bad happened to her own daughter so instead they try to make me look like I was her daughter so that you would rate me instead of her actual daughter you want the truth that is the truth and are you aware that Kim has one of her kids with little Jimmy now that would be the truth it's very possible it is Chrissy now that one I heard recently so I really couldn't tell you but what I can tell you is I write all this and make it into a song because my daddy said a very long time ago baby girl if you never remember anything that I tell you in life I hope and pray that you always remember this music will never lie to you but the media will so the truth is I didn't give my kids to Christopher lynn Neville for him to give them to Kim I put them there because the education I'm out Carmel was better than the education of Centralia Illinois plus I was taking down a very bad person while being kidnapped and couldn't tell anybody and I thought if I got my kids some are safe I could somehow get a hold of my friend whose name happened to be Matthew Madrid from Columbia Illinois I was looking for his help way before any of this other shit happened to me but I'm pretty sure he never heard that what about all those times that Kim called DCFS on me whatever the f*** is called today and when I finally figured out who it was I was calling on me over ridiculous s*** I called it out they said they can tell me but when I name the name to a t cuz they said how do you know that name I replied because that's not my mom she's an evil bitch and the caseworker at the time said we have it all on file she calls again and she will be going to the county jail and that's when she decided to go steal my kids from Chris Neville's house without my permission why not all 3 daughter