note to my future husband

If ever you find yourself not wanting me anymore, please don't share me with others, please don't do what others have been silently doing, I rather be alone & find joy in rediscovering my passions rather than be in the care of other humans. I left so many friendships because of this, I don't resonate with everybody. I'm tired of seeking friendships for it to be tested again & again. I rather be prepared to suffer alone & silently grow from within than be codependent with other human beings. My choice of you isn't random, I chose you because you have the right mindset. I am not here to impose accommodation on you nor compromise, please feel free to choose me or not. It's a learning process for me both ways, anyway. The time that I have here on earth is meant to interpret the language of the heart that coexists in all animals both higher & lower forms. This habit alone occupies my entire time.