[Intro | 0:00–0:12]
(whispered)
Room so quiet it screams…
I’m still here…
I think…
[Hook | 0:12–0:30 | melodic, replayable]
I don’t feel love, I just feel pain
(feel pain…)
Heart beat slow, still feels the same
You said forever, then you changed
Now I’m half numb, half fucking enraged
[Verse | 0:30–0:50 | slow, Peep × Juice]
I lay in the dark like it knows my name
Walls lean in when I breathe in shame
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna pause
All this pressure in my chest won’t fall
I loved you clean, you left a stain
Now every thought feel serrated
I don’t hurt nobody, I implode instead
Every fight I lose is in my head
[FAST RAP BURST 1 | 0:50–1:02 | Eminem-style, very fast]
Mind racing, time wasting, self-hate escalating
Meditating on regrets, every second suffocating
I don’t need blades, I got phrases in my brain
Carving me daily with the shit that it’s saying
Playback mistakes like a sick little ritual
Running from thoughts but they quicker, habitual
Smile for the world while my focus is brittle
If I snap, it’s internal, invisible
[Break | 1:02–1:06]
(breath, silence)
…fuck
[Final Hook | 1:06–1:22 | closer mic, sadder]
I don’t feel safe in my head
I don’t feel dead, just bent
No blood, no bodies, just dread
I tear myself down to pretend
[FAST RAP BURST 2 | 1:22–1:28 | even faster, clipped]
Thoughts talk slick, can’t mute ‘em, persistent
Self-directed rage, yeah, I aim it consistent
No outward damage, it’s all self-inflicted
Quiet mouth but my mind stays vicious
[Outro | 1:28–1:30]
(whisper)
Still breathing