Too Real To Heal

Yeah, yeah

Mmm…

It’s hard to breathe when the past still haunts me

I tried to leave but the pain still found me

Oh no, oh no

I keep a smile just to lie to the mirror

Can’t see my soul, but I feel it get clearer

The drugs only work till I crash

Then it’s back to the pain and the panic attacks

I gave my heart to a ghost, now I’m haunted

She said I’m too much, but she still wanted

Tears in my cup, yeah, I sip when I’m numb

But the hurt hit different when you all alone

My mind’s like a battlefield, war with myself

Every pill just another cry for help

I ain’t okay, I just fake it well

Tell my demons we gon’ ride straight to hell

This pain too real to heal

I bleed and I feel concealed

I float but I’m sinking still

No love, just broken deals

They say time gon’ fix my soul

But time just take its toll

I’m lost, I’m on my own

Tell me, where do heartbreaks go?

Now I got fame, but my heart feel hollow

All these snakes around me, I can’t follow

People say they love you, then change tomorrow

So I pour that hurt in the cup I swallow

Yeah, I still think ‘bout the ones I lost

Death too fast, it don’t care the cost

Tryna outrun all the things I saw

But the past catch up, no matter how far

I done wrote love songs in blood

Smilin’ outside while I drown in the flood

She said I’m “cold” — yeah, that’s what life does

Gave my all, still it wasn’t enough

This pain too real to heal

I bleed and I feel concealed

I float but I’m sinking still

No love, just broken deals

They say time gon’ fix my soul

But time just take its toll

I’m lost, I’m on my own

Tell me, where do heartbreaks go?

And I still see your face in the moonlight

I still hear your voice when the room’s quiet

They say that I’m blessed, but I feel cursed

Tryna write my pain in a three-minute verse

And maybe if I fly too high, I’ll fade

Maybe I’ll be free if I break this cage

But I’m scared of peace — I only know rage

So I write these tears on another blank page…

This pain too real to heal

I bleed and I feel concealed

I float but I’m sinking still

No love, just broken deals

They say time gon’ fix my soul

But time just take its toll

I’m lost, I’m on my own

Tell me, where do heartbreaks go?

Maybe I ain’t meant to make it

Maybe I was built to break

But if my words can save a soul

Then maybe all this pain worth the weight… yeah

Still searching, still hurting… forever