Yeah, yeah
Mmm…
It’s hard to breathe when the past still haunts me
I tried to leave but the pain still found me
Oh no, oh no
I keep a smile just to lie to the mirror
Can’t see my soul, but I feel it get clearer
The drugs only work till I crash
Then it’s back to the pain and the panic attacks
I gave my heart to a ghost, now I’m haunted
She said I’m too much, but she still wanted
Tears in my cup, yeah, I sip when I’m numb
But the hurt hit different when you all alone
My mind’s like a battlefield, war with myself
Every pill just another cry for help
I ain’t okay, I just fake it well
Tell my demons we gon’ ride straight to hell
This pain too real to heal
I bleed and I feel concealed
I float but I’m sinking still
No love, just broken deals
They say time gon’ fix my soul
But time just take its toll
I’m lost, I’m on my own
Tell me, where do heartbreaks go?
Now I got fame, but my heart feel hollow
All these snakes around me, I can’t follow
People say they love you, then change tomorrow
So I pour that hurt in the cup I swallow
Yeah, I still think ‘bout the ones I lost
Death too fast, it don’t care the cost
Tryna outrun all the things I saw
But the past catch up, no matter how far
I done wrote love songs in blood
Smilin’ outside while I drown in the flood
She said I’m “cold” — yeah, that’s what life does
Gave my all, still it wasn’t enough
This pain too real to heal
I bleed and I feel concealed
I float but I’m sinking still
No love, just broken deals
They say time gon’ fix my soul
But time just take its toll
I’m lost, I’m on my own
Tell me, where do heartbreaks go?
And I still see your face in the moonlight
I still hear your voice when the room’s quiet
They say that I’m blessed, but I feel cursed
Tryna write my pain in a three-minute verse
And maybe if I fly too high, I’ll fade
Maybe I’ll be free if I break this cage
But I’m scared of peace — I only know rage
So I write these tears on another blank page…
This pain too real to heal
I bleed and I feel concealed
I float but I’m sinking still
No love, just broken deals
They say time gon’ fix my soul
But time just take its toll
I’m lost, I’m on my own
Tell me, where do heartbreaks go?
Maybe I ain’t meant to make it
Maybe I was built to break
But if my words can save a soul
Then maybe all this pain worth the weight… yeah
Still searching, still hurting… forever
