[Verse 1]
Lit the blunt, clouds rise, escape from my mind’s abyss
Every pull a prayer, but I’m left with emptiness
Asked the Heavens for a sign, but I get the coldest miss
Answers drowned in smoke, I wonder, does He even exist?
[Chorus]
Knocking on the sky, but the doors don’t open
Heart heavy, cracked wide, with the words left unspoken
Pain in my chest, feels deeper than the ocean
A silent breakdown, emotions keep choking
[Verse 2]
Crumble the green, sparks flicker, night feels eternal
Thoughts spiral down, every loop more infernal
Ashes pile high, my hope turns nocturnal
Diary in my head plays the grief, it’s infernal
[Bridge]
Eyes bloodshot red, mirror screams at my reflection
Where’s the faith they promised? All I see is my rejection
Why every stairway I climb feels like an intersection
God’s voicemail full, or did He switch my connection?
[Chorus]
Knocking on the sky, but the doors don’t open
Heart heavy, cracked wide, with the words left unspoken
Pain in my chest, feels deeper than the ocean
A silent breakdown, emotions keep choking
[Verse 3]
I’m a shadow with a heartbeat, lost in heavy haze
Sinking in a routine, nights become endless days
“Is there purpose for this struggle?” my whisper quietly sways
But the echo just laughs; lost in the blaze