[Verse 1] I was talkin’ like a stranger Same mouth, brand new anger Every word a little dagger Throwin’ blame like it mattered You were standin’ in the doorway Eyes wet, but you stayed I was swingin’ at the silence Turned the room into a cage [Pre-Chorus] Why’d I go that far? You just took my scars Held my shaking hands But I still pulled apart Now I’m sittin’ in the dark Rewinding every part Hear my echo in the walls Tearin’ us apart [Chorus] I lost myself inside the fight Said things I can’t defend tonight I burned you just to feel alive Then watched your heartbeat hide Now I’m pickin’ up the pieces of my pride Learning how to bleed and still be kind I’m crawling back to my senses Crawling back to my senses [Verse 2] You ain’t textin’ like you used to Short words, long distance I can taste the hesitation In every little sentence I keep drafting my apologies Then deleting all the noise Tryna say I hate my actions But I never hated your voice [Pre-Chorus] I was scared you’d see Every crack in me So I built that rage Just to feel like steel Now I’m facin’ what I did All the hurt I hid Tryna be the kind of person You believed I could be [Chorus] I lost myself inside the fight Said things I can’t defend tonight I burned you just to feel alive Then watched your heartbeat hide Now I’m pickin’ up the pieces of my pride Learning how to bleed and still be kind I’m crawling back to my senses Crawling back to my senses [Bridge] If you never take me back I still gotta change my path Break this habit, break this mask Face the mirror I attack This ain’t just about us It’s about my own trust Can I look myself in the eye When the anger turns to dust? (yeah) [Chorus] I lost myself inside the fight Said things I can’t defend tonight I burned you just to feel alive Then watched your heartbeat hide Now I’m pickin’ up the pieces of my pride Learning how to bleed and still be kind I’m crawling back to my senses Crawling back to my senses

rap, Moody rap-pop over heavy 808s and sparse keys, male vocals. First verse sits in a confessional rap pocket, close-mic and intimate, with deep sub-bass and tight hats. Pre-chorus adds airy pads and a rising synth line to build tension. Chorus opens into melodic singing, wide reverbs and stacked harmonies, 808s hitting hardest on downbeats. Second half brings in subtle vocal chops and a filtered bridge, then drops back to a stripped hook for a reflective outro., moody, pop, somber

Back To My Senses