[Verse 1]
Raised voice
Red eyes
Said things
Felt right
Words sharp
Old scars
Threw blame
Like darts
You flinched
I froze
Watched love
Decompose
Who was that
Using my face?
Talking in venom
Spitting out hate
[Chorus]
I lost myself in the fire
Burned down everything I wanted to save
Every wound, every wire
Pulled tight till it all just frayed
Now I'm sweeping up glass, my reflection in pieces
Picking up parts of my pride from the floor
Back to my senses, I’m begging for mercy
Learning to live with the things I ignored
[Verse 2]
Flashbacks
Cold sink
Hands shake
Can't think
Echoes
Replay
Your voice
My shame
Screen light
Missed calls
Text drafts
White walls
Who am I
When I go blind?
When fury
Hijacks my mind?
[Chorus]
I lost myself in the fire
Burned down everything I wanted to save
Every wound, every wire
Pulled tight till it all just frayed
Now I'm sweeping up glass, my reflection in pieces
Picking up parts of my pride from the floor
Back to my senses, I’m begging for mercy
Learning to live with the things I ignored
[Bridge]
[Beat drops to low, muffled thump]
I’m not some monster in a mask
I’m just a kid with too much past
Taught to shout instead of ask
Running from a broken glass heart (heart)
If I fall again, I’ll pause
Count my breath, name the cause
Own my damage, not just flaws
Try to be softer than the storm I was (yeah)
[Chorus]
I lost myself in the fire
Burned down everything I wanted to save
Every wound, every wire
Pulled tight till it all just frayed
Now I'm sweeping up glass, my reflection in pieces
Picking up parts of my pride from the floor
Back to my senses, I’m trying to fix me
Praying you’ll see who I’m changing this for