Images & thoughts of you runnin through my head
I haven’t forgotten a thing you’ve said
I want to scream, I want to shout
Ive been trapped, and can’t find a way out
Consumed by frustration and anger
These feelings of you still linger
You were the reason I lived for everyday
Now you are the reason I can’t stay
fighting myself from walking away
This relationship has become armed
That was after our love was harmed
All I hear now is the sound of my crying
You once said forever, now i’m convinced you were lying
Confused, angry and mad
Hurt, alone but most of all sad
In the end I chose to forgive you, but I just ended up losing you.
it’s not fair for me to constantly miss you…
I chose to stay trying to fix what I thought was broken, but instead you left, abandoned your feelings you’ve left unspoken…
Knowing that I didn’t do anything wrong, it doesn’t make sense that you’re gone and moving on
The echoes of betrayal, became the martyr of something real
You chose to give up on us, on me.
You were so quick to erase everything we could be
You couldn’t let go of the past, where it hurt you traumatically
you’ve failed to recognize, with your failures, trauma, insecurities
it was me who loved you happily, consistently and unconditionally…
Confused, angry and mad
Hurt, alone but most of all sad
In the end I chose to forgive you, but I just ended up losing you.
it’s not fair for me to constantly miss you…
I chose to stay trying to fix what I thought was broken, but instead you left, abandoned your feelings you’ve left unspoken…
Knowing that I didn’t do anything wrong, it doesn’t make sense that you’re gone and moving on
The echoes of betrayal, became the martyr of something real
I want you back, I miss you dearly, but I’m not going to love you desperately
I hate you and mostly what you’ve done to me
Things didn’t work out the way they were supposed to
I showed you in every way possible, how much I loved you
Even if it was the last thing I’d do
Yet it was you, who left my heart broken in two
Confused, angry and mad
Hurt, alone but most of all sad
In the end I chose to forgive you, but I just ended up losing you.
abandoned your feelings you’ve left unspoken…
I chose to stay trying to fix what I thought was broken
Collective thoughts with a bruised heart from the misfortune
The echoes of betrayal, became the martyr of something real
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