Believe

I woke up from a dream a splash on water on my face And lord you know that fire flames up even to this day I can't forget but I'll forgive what happened on that night I never knew at the time it would change my whole life

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Now I know whatever happens in life god has a plan for me I never knew that my own suicide would write me a melody I've realized to know the truth I have to close my eyes and see though my life has burned and it leaves me scarred it's taught me to believe

I was passed ashamed I was passed regret and I left myself to blame

I thought I knew what life had dealt and I didn't like the game I closed the door to hide the pain did want no one to see my face

Id did anything right then and there to make that feeling go away

Water too tough to tread no one had knew that I'd gotten in so deep

So I took everything all that was left was to close my eyes and sleep

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I was on a ledge and looking down it was all to much to bear

Staring death right in the face left nothing else to fear

One final step it all would end I wouldn't have to deal no more

Having seen it all i was over it and ready to close the door

As I dropped I felt relief that it was coming to an end

I had no idea my plan for life or the people god would send

And I know now that fire flamed straight from the gates of hell I built my life on a house of cards and when the devil blew it fell And from that flood I have been washed into new sight

It took dying twice for me to realize I have a purpose in this life