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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Used to crave the chaos
Chasing little highs, calling that life
Now I’m side‑eyeing my phone when it lights
Airplane mode more than I fly
Friends turn to favors
Every call, another weight on my spine
Smile in the pics, but I’m lying
Lost in the noise, I’m tired of trying (so tired)
[Chorus]
Never wanted peace like I do right now
I’m worn out, I’m poured out, I’m praying somehow
‘Cause some love is heavy, some days just drain me
I just want quiet where it don’t betray me
Never wanted peace like I do right now
If you ain’t here to heal me, don’t come around
I’m saving my strength for the ones who save me
Yeah, some stuff is so draining
[Verse 2]
I been saying “yeah” when I mean “no”
Playing therapist for people I don’t know
They vent, then vanish
Leave me with the ashes, I choke on the smoke
I miss my own voice
Can’t hear my thoughts in the crowd that I keep
Loyal to a fault till I fall, then they leave
So I’m locking my door, finally choosing me (yeah)
[Chorus]
Never wanted peace like I do right now
I’m worn out, I’m poured out, I’m praying somehow
‘Cause some love is heavy, some days just drain me
I just want quiet where it don’t betray me
Never wanted peace like I do right now
If you ain’t here to heal me, don’t come around
I’m saving my strength for the ones who save me
Yeah, some stuff is so draining
[Bridge]
I cleared my room
I cleared my calls
Cut a few ties
Caught my fall
It hurts to outgrow
People you fed
But I’d rather feel loss
Than feel this dead (uh)
[Chorus]
Never wanted peace like I do right now
I’m worn out, I’m poured out, I’m praying somehow
‘Cause some love is heavy, some days just drain me
I just want quiet where it don’t betray me
Never wanted peace like I do right now
If you ain’t here to heal me, don’t come around
I’m saving my strength for the ones who save me
Yeah, some stuff is so draining
Details
GeneratedFeb 7, 2026
Duration2:40
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody boom-bap hip-hop with female vocals; dusty piano loop over warm sub, tight rimshot groove, and subtle vinyl crackle. Verses close-mic and intimate with whispered doubles, hook widens with airy harmonies and a simple sung top-line. Energy builds from confessional to quietly triumphant, ending on a stripped-back beat and almost spoken outro bar., hip hop
Credits
Prompt by
JaquelyneJones2pt0
JaquelyneJones2pt0ModelAria v5
Prompt
Never wanted peace as much as I do now. Some stuff is so draining., female, rap, hip hop
