[Verse 1] You say I'm "too much" after you cross that line Call me crazy in the morning you were cold the whole night You start a fire, then complain I smell like smoke Tell me "calm down, babe" when I'm already broke You throw stones, hide hands then watch me bleed Then write the story where I'm the one with needs You say I'm "sensitive" I say you're mean You say "look how you react" then act clean [Chorus] You break me, then blame me say I'm the reason you snapped You shake me, then shame me call every tear an attack You hurt me, then turn me into the villain you want If I'm the problem in your gospel I'm done being your saint you haunt You break me, then blame me tell everyone I'm unstable You play me, then paint me as the monster in your fable You twist me, then diss me say my pain is "overblown" If I'm the problem in your gospel I'm gone, write your lies alone (yeah) [Verse 2] You say "look how loud you get" after you push my buttons Turn my shaking hands into your favorite discussion You call it drama I call it proof that everything hurts when I stand in my truth You say "I hate the way you always make me the bad guy" But you edited the scene before I even had a line You love the part where I finally break down Freeze-frame my anger crop out your put-downs (hey) [Bridge] You call it "just a joke" when I flinch like that You call it "just a phase" when I pack my bags You’ll say "look how she left after all that I did" I'll say I finally loved myself more than your script I lived [Chorus] You break me, then blame me say I'm the reason you snapped You shake me, then shame me call every tear an attack You hurt me, then turn me into the villain you want If I'm the problem in your gospel I'm done being your saint you haunt You break me, then blame me tell everyone I'm unstable You play me, then paint me as the monster in your fable You twist me, then diss me say my pain is "overblown" If I'm the problem in your gospel I'm gone, write your lies alone

rap, Minimalist trap beat with sub-heavy low end and sharp hi-hats, female vocals. Verses ride a cool, deadpan flow with close-mic intimacy, ad-libs in the background answering key lines. Hook widens with layered doubles and a distorted vocal layer tucked under the lead. Sparse piano stabs and distant vocal chops build tension in the second half for a subtle energy lift., natural, hip hop

Gaslight Gospel