[Verse 1]
My heart numb
Feelings on lockdown
Scrollin through the memories
I gotta put the phone down
You say "come here"
Only when you stressed out
Turn me to a therapist
You never heard me tap out
Walkin on eggshells
Crackin under both feet
Every "sorry" that you said
Came on repeat
I gave you all my colors
You painted me weak
Now I’m gray in the mirror
Haven’t slept all week
[Chorus]
I’m all cried out
Tears ran dry like the well in a drought
Used to break down
Now I barely make a sound
I can’t keep
Being your human punching bag
I just want peace
I just want peace, is that so bad?
I’m all cried out
Heart gone quiet, ain’t you proud?
You swing words round
But I won’t stick around
I can’t keep
Being your human punching bag
I just want peace
I just want peace, is that so bad? (yeah)
[Verse 2]
You call it "tough love"
I call it straight damage
You break then blame me
For what you can’t manage
Told me I was "too much"
Then wanted me to stay less
Shrank myself daily
Just to keep you from a rage text
I held you through storms
You left me in silence
You only touched gentle
After your violence
I used to beg "change"
Now I beg "leave"
Rather breathe alone
Than die when you breathe
[Chorus]
I’m all cried out
Tears ran dry like the well in a drought
Used to break down
Now I barely make a sound
I can’t keep
Being your human punching bag
I just want peace
I just want peace, is that so bad?
I’m all cried out
Heart gone quiet, ain’t you proud?
You swing words round
But I won’t stick around
I can’t keep
Being your human punching bag
I just want peace
I just want peace, is that so bad?
[Bridge]
You hit my spirit
More than you hit my phone
Turned our house to a cage
Now I’m breakin that home
Packin my pain
In this little suitcase
I’d rather start from zero
Than restart this same place (hey)
[Chorus]
I’m all cried out
Tears ran dry like the well in a drought
Used to break down
Now I barely make a sound
I can’t keep
Being your human punching bag
I just want peace
I just want peace, is that so bad?
I’m all cried out
Heart gone quiet, ain’t you proud?
You swing words round
But I won’t stick around
I can’t keep
Being your human punching bag
I just want peace
Yeah, I choose peace, and I won’t backtrack