The Curse in Me

Two years ago we fell in love or at least that’s what I thought.

Four months later that love we shared, it went sour.

The bitter taste on my lips was unbearable to swallow.

You were so in love with me that you didn’t see……

The thorns that I hid, I hurt you so bad without knowing what I did.

Every moment with me must have been…… agony!!!!!

I am the bad guy!!!! my heart don’t exist, I push people away when they want to get close, I’m scared shitless of love, and that’s my curse to wheeled.

Now we’re trying again like our fate can be changed, the walls they grow thick with each push to break through.

I push you away but can’t seem to let go, we both know how this……ends.

The days go by as the weeks feel forever long, the distance between starts to feel strong.

The more that I sit, in the sea of my thoughts, there was one way in the same way out!!!!!!

I am the bad guy!!!! my heart don’t exist, I push people away when i want to get close, I’m scared shitless of love…. So I have to let you…..go