[Verse 1]
Room feels sideways
Frames all hanging wrong
Your jacket on the chair back
Still smells like your cologne
I keep your number
At the top of my phone
Dial
Let it ring
Then throw it at the wall
[Pre-Chorus]
Every shadow wears your shape
Every mirror bends my face
If I’d left five minutes late
Would you still be here?
[Chorus]
This has to be a bad dream
Wake me up or pull me under
I rewind the crash in my head on repeat
Hear the metal
Feel the thunder
If I hadn’t said that last thing
Would you still be breathing air?
This has to be a bad dream
But I’m stuck wide awake in your empty chair
[Verse 2]
Your mother in the kitchen
Glass shaking in her hands
She says your name like a question
Like you might answer back
I learn new ways to blame myself
On my way to work each day
Change the angle
Change the order
But the ending stays the same
[Pre-Chorus]
Every siren sounds like you
Calling from the other room
If there’s nothing I can do
Why can’t I let go?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I bargain with the dark
I’ll take the hit
Just send you back
Rip the pages from my heart
Scratch your name into the black
[growled vocals]
Put me in that driver’s seat
Let the glass cut through my skin
Take my lungs
Take everything
Just rewind
Rewind
Begin
[crescendo]
[Chorus]