[Verse 1]
Every step feels like a mountain
Breathing feels like dragging chains
Carry years inside my ribcage
All this hurt that has my name
Hold my breath in crowded places
Laugh along
Then disappear
Wash my face in bathroom water
Hide the redness
Hide the fear
[Chorus]
I'm too heavy for this world
Too much heart inside these bones
Every heartbeat feels like thunder
So I crumble on my own
When the daylight feels like stone
And the sky begins to swirl
I just whisper in the darkness
I'm too heavy for this world
[Verse 2]
Midnight sitting on the kitchen floor
Staring at the cabinet door
Tired eyes and tired questions
What am I still fighting for?
Tearstains on an old sweater
That I never let them see
If they knew the storms I’m holding
Would they even sit with me?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Maybe I am not just weakness
Maybe weight can make me strong
If I learn to lift this sorrow
Turn this ache into a song [low vocal register]
But tonight it’s just me shaking
Arms around myself so tight
Let the silence be my witness
As I outcry the night
[Chorus]