[Verse 1]
You said
"I love you"
I heard
"For now"
Checked every mirror
Still asking how
You liked his picture
I read your mind
Counted the ways I
Could come up short this time
[Chorus]
I was never quite enough for you
Tried to turn my cracks into something new
Measured every word I said
Against the ghost inside my head
You were reaching out and I was pulling through
Till my doubts became a wall you had to move
Guess you slipped right through my hands
Into someone who could stand
Where I never knew how to
[Verse 2]
You came home smiling
I smelled his name
You said
"You're crazy"
I said the same
I held your secrets
Like borrowed clothes
Hanging off my shoulders
Too big for my bones
[Chorus]
I was never quite enough for you
Tried to twist my shape to fit your room
Every question that I asked
Pushed you further in the past
You were lying there but fading from the view
I was fighting shadows
Not the truth
Now you're holding someone else
While I'm blaming my own self
For the things you chose to do
[Bridge]
Maybe if I’d trusted
You would still be here
Maybe if you’d loved me
You’d have wiped my fear
Now I’m stuck between the two
Was it me
Or was it you?
[Chorus]
I was never quite enough for you
Or maybe you were never brave enough
To stay when I was scared
To prove that you still cared
So I’ll learn to be enough for me
Stop apologizing just for being me
You can keep your borrowed love
I’ll keep every broken part
Till it’s finally whole for me