Bittersweet

I’ve never done this before

But I’m gonna try because my hearts too sore

Just know I can’t write to save my life

But for you I’ll try tonight.

Our story begins at a casino

Not knowing where this thing will go

The feelings were there and they were bright

Baby it just felt so right.

I’m sorry for how this turned out

I didn’t mean for this to come about

But I’m not too sorry cause now I’m with him

And it’s gonna be him and I until the end

Mini dates and smiles all around

Holding hands and kisses while in town

We had a beautiful story going on

Little did I know what would come along

The effort was there and then it was gone

Two years with you feels so little but also too long

Comfortable set in and there we were

Smiles were fading and feelings started to blur

I’m sorry for how this turned out

I didn’t mean for this to come about

But I’m not too sorry cause now I’m with him

And it’s gonna be him and I until the end

I hate to admit it but then I met him

He brought back that smile and it all felt less grim

And now that I have him I don’t know what to do

Cause you are not him and he is not you

My heart is broken in two

One half with him and the other with you

I know I need to pick the right man

I just don’t know that I can

Now I don’t know what to do

I’m in love with him but also with you

I’m sorry for how this turned out

I didn’t mean for this to come about

But I’m not too sorry cause now I’m with him

And it’s gonna be him and I until the end

The days are long but the nights are longer

I don’t know if I can be any stronger

I don’t know how much more of this I can take

I can feel myself on the verge of a break

Just being honest I don’t know who I’m in love with

Or who I want to hold and kiss

I hate being in this whole situation

I just wish I had some sort of indication

I’m sorry for how this turned out

I didn’t mean for this to come about

But I’m not too sorry cause now I’m with him

And it’s gonna be him and I until the end

Now everything is crystal clear

I choose to be with him my dear

I did love you with my whole heart

But sadly this is where we have to part

Cause my heart loves him and it only took three years

My eyes have cried far too many tears

Colten I choose you and only you

Hopefully you choose me too