Verse 1
I learned early how to stay silent How to drown without making a sound
Watched love sharpen into a weapon Watched mercy get hunted down
I learned how to sleep with one eye open
How to laugh while the walls caved in
How to pray to an empty ceiling
And call the silence a friend
Pre-Chorus
I wasn't saved
I survived
There's a difference
And it keeps me alive
Chorus
I will either find a way or I'll make one
Even if it tears what's left of me apart
If the road wants blood
Then it can take some
I've been carrying scars where there should be a heart
I will either find a way or I'll make one
I'm already half a ghost
In the dark
Verse 2
I carry a voice that sounds like a sentence
Handed down before I was born
Saying, "You don't belong here"
Like a nail driven into the door
Every mirror feels like a crime scene
Every reflection somebody I failed
I've stood on the edge of the ending
And still somehow refused to fail
Pre-Chorus
I don't believe in destiny
I believe in grit and spite
I believe in dragging myself forward
When there's nothing left to fight
Chorus
I will either find a way or I'll make one
Even if it tears what's left of me apart
If the road wants blood
Then it can take some
I've been carrying scars where there should be a heart
I will either find a way or I'll make one
I'm already half a ghost
In the dark
Bridge
There is no light waiting for me
No hand reaching through the smoke
Just another day I survived
Another promise I never broke
I didn't crawl out of the wreckage
Just to die on my knees
I built a home from the ruins
And learned to live with the debris
Final Chorus
I will either find a way or I'll make one
Even if it tears what's left of me apart
If the road wants blood
Then it can take some
I've been carrying scars where there should be a heart
I will either find a way or I'll make one
Even if I walk this road alone
I'm already half a ghost
But I'm still moving
And that's how they know
Outro
I'm already half a ghost
But I'm still here
Still here