Mama im sorry

Mama you taught me to never do drugs and now I’ve let you down. I’m sorry I’ve made you frown. I’m sorry I lied straight to your face. I didn’t know what to do those drugs. I hold on me that I didn’t have a clue. I thought I was able to deal with it and keep my life on track, but obviously I lost track the night I was sitting in that nasty ass jail cell.

Mama, I’m sorry please forgive me. I know I made you cry. I didn’t mean to be a disappointment. I didn’t even mean for it to get so bad please forgive me. You’re all that I have. You are my best friend and I love you so much.

I’m gonna get sober. I’m gonna go to rehab. I’m gonna get better for our family.

I’m sorry you had to take my kid but I promise you it won’t be long. I’m gonna get help. I just can’t do this alone. I need you by my side. I need my family. Oh so much. I can’t do this alone. I know I can succeed I know this is gonna be hell but this is definitely better than that nasty ass jail cell.

Mama, I’m sorry please forgive me. I know I made you cry. I didn’t mean to be a disappointment. I didn’t even mean for it to get so bad please forgive me

I know you cried when you heard that I was in jail I know I hurt you and I’m so sorry it’s gonna be a long journey, but I promise you I’m gonna get sober. Please stand by me. Don’t give up on me. I know I can do this. I hope you have faith in me because I promise you I’m gonna get better and be stronger than I ever could just stay strong and wait in a few months, I’ll tell you see I told you I would.

Mama, I’m gonna get sober! I love you!