Demons

Want me to talk about my demons?, take a seat and hold ur breath;

I’ll tell u all about the things that are making me fucking stressed;

Im addicted to everything, to drugs ans drama, adrenaline and sex;

And it doesn’t spent stop there, i can rattle off a list;

my mental health has gone unmedicated, I bet u catch my drift;

Im also suicidal with anxiety, yup u just heard correct;

Oh n I’m a degenerate gambler, what else would you expect;

There’s also Ice cream and shopping, can’t imagion what’s next;

Why is it that all the things that are bad for me are the ones I like best;

Probably cuz normal things are boring and they don’t peak my interest;

It’s not like I don’t know my flaws are a lot to digest;

OH MY GOD! these thing I love so much are making my life a mess;

I bet I would be able to maintain a little better… if I just did a little less;

“That’s not the way it works, but think whatever u want princess…”

I fucking know I have all types of issues!

And can’t even imagine the crazy shit that I’m into.

What I do, it’s taboo, but I’m me, not you.

As the years pass by I get more and more problems;

And the problems that I had get worse and keep evolvin’;

I became an addict findin ways to tryin to drown em;

So if u don’t like what I do, don’t come around then!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

Once won’t be enough, in fact I’ll always need more;

my habits started out fun, now they feel like a chore;

They are part of me now,they seeped deep into my core;

All my friends say I have changed so much it’s hard to ignore,

But I know I’m the same, it was them that changed, that’s for damn sure;

I laugh at their ass when I’m call a junkie whore;

They don’t know the half, I’m addicted to way more then drugs;

“Renee, why u have so many vices”…I told u one’s not enough;

I can quit any time, I don’t need none of this stuff;

Its bigger then just my habit, it’s the lifestyle I love;

It’s been so fucking long since I’ve been down on my luck;

I can still remember quit clear back to the days that I was;

So depressed everyday I wished I wouldn’t wake up;

But now I’m good y’all just can’t keep ur mouth shut.

I fucking know I have all types of issues!

And can’t even imagine the crazy shit that I’m into.

What I do, it’s taboo, but I’m me, not you.

As the years pass by I get more and more problems;

And the problems that I had get worse and keep evolvin’;

I became an addict findin ways to tryin to drown em;

So if u don’t like what I do, don’t come around then!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!