Want me to talk about my demons?, take a seat and hold ur breath;
I’ll tell u all about the things that are making me fucking stressed;
Im addicted to everything, to drugs ans drama, adrenaline and sex;
And it doesn’t spent stop there, i can rattle off a list;
my mental health has gone unmedicated, I bet u catch my drift;
Im also suicidal with anxiety, yup u just heard correct;
Oh n I’m a degenerate gambler, what else would you expect;
There’s also Ice cream and shopping, can’t imagion what’s next;
Why is it that all the things that are bad for me are the ones I like best;
Probably cuz normal things are boring and they don’t peak my interest;
It’s not like I don’t know my flaws are a lot to digest;
OH MY GOD! these thing I love so much are making my life a mess;
I bet I would be able to maintain a little better… if I just did a little less;
“That’s not the way it works, but think whatever u want princess…”
I fucking know I have all types of issues!
And can’t even imagine the crazy shit that I’m into.
What I do, it’s taboo, but I’m me, not you.
As the years pass by I get more and more problems;
And the problems that I had get worse and keep evolvin’;
I became an addict findin ways to tryin to drown em;
So if u don’t like what I do, don’t come around then!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
Once won’t be enough, in fact I’ll always need more;
my habits started out fun, now they feel like a chore;
They are part of me now,they seeped deep into my core;
All my friends say I have changed so much it’s hard to ignore,
But I know I’m the same, it was them that changed, that’s for damn sure;
I laugh at their ass when I’m call a junkie whore;
They don’t know the half, I’m addicted to way more then drugs;
“Renee, why u have so many vices”…I told u one’s not enough;
I can quit any time, I don’t need none of this stuff;
Its bigger then just my habit, it’s the lifestyle I love;
It’s been so fucking long since I’ve been down on my luck;
I can still remember quit clear back to the days that I was;
So depressed everyday I wished I wouldn’t wake up;
But now I’m good y’all just can’t keep ur mouth shut.
I fucking know I have all types of issues!
And can’t even imagine the crazy shit that I’m into.
What I do, it’s taboo, but I’m me, not you.
As the years pass by I get more and more problems;
And the problems that I had get worse and keep evolvin’;
I became an addict findin ways to tryin to drown em;
So if u don’t like what I do, don’t come around then!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!