Tox-SICK Love

It took just one kiss and u had me obsessed;

U seemed so different, nothing like the rest.

I still remember feeling that overwhelming attraction;

Who knew this ecstasy would have such an adverse reaction.

U became my lover, my captain, my king and best friend;

U were also a thief, a fraud, a liar all just pretend.

Even with all ur famous friends, u were perfectly mine;

Loving u seemed easy back then, but that changed with time.

All the pain and the poison, when will enough be enough;

Why am I holdin on to something I should be giving up;

Maybe the feelings I have are just way too much;

Even when I realize that we are in toxic love.

All the pain and the poison when will enough be enough;

Why am I holdin on to something I should be giving up;

Maybe the feelings I have are just way too much;

Even when I realize that we are in toxic love.

I grew jaded in no time, my world was only us two;

Isolating me was just one thing u intended

to do.

Made me feel, beautiful and loved, on top of the world;

Oh your deception deception how it ruined this pearl;

I was not ur first victim, all u touch they had this same fate;

Possessing your charm, makes it effortless to manipulate.

Rumors and gossip always showed u under such an awful light;

But how could I think that when I fell in love with u at first sight?

U made me feel fearless and all those things I could be;

But along the way u changed and now ur crippling me.

Fearless I’m not and it’s U I started to fear;

I have told this to u but nonetheless ur still here;

Everybody’s afraid ur gunna kill be but that I deny;

I should really discard u, but just can’t give up the high;

Feel worthless from ur abuse it’s also mental not just physical;

I need u for some reason I must enjoy being miserable.

Put my life on the line for a moment of ur attention;

To be wrapped up in ur warmth, drowning in ur affection.

It is My energy that awakens u and u feed off on my soul;

I’ve given u my spirit, my passion and gave u all the control;

Brainwashed I keep callIin u back, I’m the reason that Ur alive;

There was a time I lived without u so without u I can survive.

When I see u stalking me from around the corner or hear u yell my name;

I won’t give u the life in my lungs nor the blood inside my veins;

U took all that I worked hard for and turned it to dirt;

Honeymoon memories so perfect but you’ve turned them into hurt.

I have no doubt in my mind that if I stay with u, I’ll die;

So as in love with u I am, I just gotta say good bye

All the pain and the poison, when will enough be enough;

I never thought I’d ever be addicted to all of these drugs…

All the pain and the poison, when will enough be enough;

Why am I holdin on to something that just fucks everything up;

Maybe I like getting high just way too much;

I guess I must really love doing all these drugs