[verse 1]
It took just one kiss and u had me obsessed;
U seemed so different, nothing like the rest.
I still remember feeling that overwhelming attraction;
Who knew this ecstasy would have such an adverse reaction.
U became my lover, my captain, my king and best friend;
U were also a thief, a fraud, a liar all just pretend.
Even with all ur famous friends, u were perfectly mine;
Loving u seemed easy back then, but that changed with time.
[CHORUS]
All the pain and the poison, when will enough be enough;
Why am I holdin on to something I should be giving up;
Maybe the feelings I have are just way too much;
Even when I realize that we are in toxic love.
All the pain and the poison when will enough be enough;
Why am I holdin on to something I should be giving up;
Maybe the feelings I have are just way too much;
Even when I realize that we are in toxic love.
[verse 2]
I grew jaded in no time, my world was only us two;
Isolating me was just one thing u intended
to do.
Made me feel, beautiful and loved, on top of the world;
Oh your deception deception how it ruined this pearl;
I was not ur first victim, all u touch they had this same fate;
Possessing your charm, makes it effortless to manipulate.
Rumors and gossip always showed u under such an awful light;
But how could I think that when I fell in love with u at first sight?
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[verse 3]
U made me feel fearless and all those things I could be;
But along the way u changed and now ur crippling me.
Fearless I’m not and it’s U I started to fear;
I have told this to u but nonetheless ur still here;
Everybody’s afraid ur gunna kill be but that I deny;
I should really discard u, but just can’t give up the high;
Feel worthless from ur abuse it’s also mental not just physical;
I need u for some reason I must enjoy being miserable.
Put my life on the line for a moment of ur attention;
To be wrapped up in ur warmth, drowning in ur affection.
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[verse 4]
It is My energy that awakens u and u feed off on my soul;
I’ve given u my spirit, my passion and gave u all the control;
Brainwashed I keep callIin u back, I’m the reason that Ur alive;
There was a time I lived without u so without u I can survive.
When I see u stalking me from around the corner or hear u yell my name;
I won’t give u the life in my lungs nor the blood inside my veins;
U took all that I worked hard for and turned it to dirt;
Honeymoon memories so perfect but you’ve turned them into hurt.
I have no doubt in my mind that if I stay with u, I’ll die;
So as in love with u I am, I just gotta say good bye
[verse 5]
All the pain and the poison, when will enough be enough;
I never thought I’d ever be addicted to all of these drugs…
All the pain and the poison, when will enough be enough;
Why am I holdin on to something that just fucks everything up;
Maybe I like getting high just way too much;
I guess I must really love doing all these drugs