PASSENGER SEAT

Lots of things have changes in a year

Your gone and I drink a lot more beer

I’ve forgot what happiness is

I believe love is nothing but a trick now

Ever sense the silence became loud

I travel through my mind

Wondering why

I try…….. So hard

When I always end up the same way

It’s just another day

I start off with a special prayer

Where I ask god for a favor

That my love never fades for her

I know it doesn’t help

I don’t think I’ll ever learn

All day these thoughts churn

I press my chest to help the burn

So

I’m just sitting in my driver seat

Waiting for the right time to leave

In empty parking lots screaming till I can’t breath

Staring at broken windows wondering if you can see me

All alone with an empty passenger seat

People say loneliness is filled with lessons

But all it’s done is change my disposition

I don’t see any correlation

To my current situation

Just a broken relationship

I don’t have enough bandages to fix this

Just dark rooms and dirty tissues

So

I’m just sitting in my driver seat

Waiting for the right time to leave

In empty parking lots screaming till I can’t breath

Staring at broken windows wondering if you can see me

All alone with an empty passenger seat

The night sky is blank

There’s no stars outside

Everything outside my mind is blind

All I have on my brain is you

I know what I’m doing to myself is cruel

But I just can’t get over you

Your the one thing I never wanted to loose

I know you see a joker

These are the cards I drew

There’s no cure to this

It’s hard to restore when you don’t have tools to fix it

Staring at broken windows wondering if you can see me

All alone with an empty passenger seat