Left me Numb

Yeah, I still see your shadow in my room

Even though I know you’re gone, it still feels too soon

Trust issues got me locked in a cage

Smilin’ on the ’Gram, but I’m dyin’ from rage

You said “forever” and I believed it

Gave you my heart, you just deceived it

Now I’m sittin’ in the dark with my demons

Sayin’ “love’s a lie” — and you the reason

I gave you all of me

You gave me pain for free

Now I don’t feel a thing

Can’t even sleep or dream

Pop pills just to feel okay

But nothing ever really fades away

You fucked my mind, you broke my trust

Now every girl I meet just reminds me of us

Don’t say sorry, you don’t mean it

You stabbed my back, didn’t even clean it

You say I’m cold — no shit, I’m numb

Gave you my soul and look what I’ve become

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I don’t love, I just detach now

“Open up” — nah, I can’t do that now

All these scars got me cautious

Heart locked up, movin’ with caution

You said it’s me, but girl you fake

Rewrote the past just to save face

It’s always my fault in your version

But I remember your words, yeah, every one hurtin’

Now I’m drinkin’ too much

Feelin’ way too lost

Wish I could rewind time

Take a different course

But it’s too late now, you changed me

Turned love into my worst enemy

And I ain’t tryna love no more

That shit deadly — left me sore