I’m sittin here thinking on all the things that I have been through, thinking life has been like a roller coaster. It’s so true. Been up and down but still pushin for the future, life is like a box of chocolates, like run forest run but my mind be racin like a bunch or corvettes pacin, each lap keeps gettin further and further I’m out here for the fight to the finish line but never tap-in out . I’ve put my heart and mind on the line for the main course hopin to realign with the strongest force. But Callin out for help is the main source, you can put me through therapy but the exact moment when you feel that you had gotten through is when the real me is absolute. And I ain’t talking bout the liquor I’ve already been there, that’s just a trigger. Anxiety to the fullest, getting sick to the idea of relapse, perhaps it’s time to pull out the maps, drive off into the abyss of a trance. Trippin off the glance of reality, ignoring the past of brutality, getting stuck in a time laps. Waiting for a peace offering while I’m dreaming off into a world of suffering. Saving myself from my mind constantly buffering. I’ve gotta take control till my body and soul unfold from the untold scrolls of my life. I feel like I’ve been to hell and back been to the point I was really to take my life and unpack. But I lacked the ability to go out like that. Keepin the hope is what I mostly attract. Extracted the negative thoughts right out. Throughout my life I’ve been able to extract the idea of crashing out. Keep a good head on my shoulders is the only thing I’m all about. Let it be a life lesson from the start. Depart yourself from the negative thoughts and feelings in your heart. I’ve got this till the very end just carry yourself with the confidence you were blessed into. Keep it real as long as you were born into.
CodyCockerill
