Prompt / Lyrics
[Style: Indie Rap/Pop. / Emotional Acoustic] [Mood: Heavy → honest → fragile hope] [Intro (soft, almost whispered)] What happened… How did I get back here again…? [Verse 1] What happened… one mistake and I’m back here again Mentally worse than I’ve been in a minute Hours go by and they feel like a war Even with people around I’m alone to the core What do I love about life? I forget Some days I pray, some days I miss it Turn to God but my mind says “why?” Still I whisper something at night [Pre-Chorus] The cycle spins and I can’t get out Same thoughts running, same self-doubt [Chorus] Should I still be here? I don’t know… Everything feels like it’s out of control Smiling outside but I’m breaking below… Trying to hold on, trying to hold on [Verse 2] Isolated from the world I built Even pulling away from the ones I love still Scared of the future, scared I’ll fail Every next step feels like a trail to hell Tears welling up but I keep them in Can’t let ‘em see what’s under my skin Mad at myself for everything wrong… Trying to write it out in this song [Pre-Chorus] I say I’m fine but I know I’m not Everything’s heavy, I’m losing the plot [Chorus] Should I still be here? I don’t know… Everything feels like it’s out of control Smiling outside but I’m breaking below… Trying to hold on, trying to hold on [Verse 3 (Fear)] Fear knocked… and this time I answered Felt bad, so I held him closer after “Love your enemies,” I said, “keep ‘em near…” Thought I was stronger facing what I fear He started sobbing, thanked me like before Like he’d been here knocking at my door But the moment I let him inside my space… Everything hit me all at once in waves Now my chest tight, mind going numb Like I lost the fight I thought I’d won I tried to help, I tried to care… Now he’s everywhere [Bridge (stripped, emotional)] Life was good before the stress and loss Now everything feels like it comes with a cost Sanity slipping, I don’t feel whole… Tell me how do I take control? [Final Chorus (slightly lifted, fragile hope)] Should I still be here? …yeah, I’m still here Even if everything isn’t clear Even if I don’t know how to feel… I’m still breathing… that’s something real Should I still be here? …I don’t know why But I’m still waking up, still trying to fight Even when everything tells me to go… I’m holding on… even if I don’t know [Outro (soft, fading)] I’m still here… I’m still here…
Tags
Male - Indie Pop/Rap Emotional Acoustic Light Synthwave
Duration
3:30
Instrumental
No
Created
4/14/2026