[Style: Emotional Indie Rap/Pop]
[Mood: Honest, vulnerable, spiritual]
[Tempo: ~78 BPM]
[Verse 1]
Is Heaven real?
I believe but I don’t feel
I make mistakes and somehow still
Keep waking up and climbing hills
I stumble and fall almost every day
Some nights I don’t even wanna pray
But then I reach out anyway
And somehow You still make a way
Where do I even begin?
Fighting the same battles again
Repent, repeat, try to be better
Then wonder if I’ll ever get there
[Pre-Chorus]
Cause some days faith feels easy…
Some days it feels like work
[Chorus]
I believe… (belieeeve)
Even when I can’t see it
Even when the silence gets loud
And my heart can’t seem to feel it
I believe… (belieeeve)
Even when I’m questioning everything
Maybe faith isn’t knowing for certain…
Maybe it’s trusting anyway
[Verse 2]
What can I say that You don’t know?
You see every place I won’t let show
Every fear, every hidden scar
Every time I wondered where You are
And maybe that’s the part I miss
Thinking faith means never doubting this
But every hero in the stories struggled too
So maybe doubt doesn’t separate me from You
Maybe grace is bigger than I think
Maybe that’s why I haven’t sunk
[Pre-Chorus]
Cause every time I hit the ground…
Somehow I get back up again
[Chorus]
I believe… (belieeeve)
Even when I can’t see it
Even when the silence gets loud
And my heart can’t seem to feel it
I believe… (belieeeve)
Even when I’m questioning everything
Maybe faith isn’t knowing for certain…
Maybe it’s trusting anyway
[Bridge]
(drums drop, piano and ambient pad only)
I don’t have all the answers…
I never will
But every time I let go…
You catch me still
[Final Chorus]
I believeeee…
Not because I’ve figured it all out
Not because I’ve never been afraid
Or never lived with doubt
I believeeeee…
Because somehow through every fall
When I thought I couldn’t stand again…
I believeeeeeeee
[Outro]
[(soft ambient fade)]
Is Heaven real?
I still believe…..
(Whispered and vulnerable)
I believe…
ELIROBB