Always fuck it up

Verse 1

Late night, replaying everything you said

Every word still echoing in my head

You told me I just needed time

But somehow I turned it into a goodbye

I keep thinking it’s something I did

Something broken somewhere within

Like if I were better, you’d still be here

Instead of fading into disappear

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Pre-Chorus

I trace every step, every wrong I made

Even ones that never changed a thing anyway

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Chorus

And I try to fall in love

But I’m always ganna fuck it up

You said it was easy to figure it out

But now I see I’m stuck in my doubts

Yeah I try to fall in love

But I always fuck it up

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Verse 2

You said it wasn’t all on me

But that’s not how it feels to me

If I was enough, you wouldn’t go

So I guess that’s all I need to know

I learned how to smile when I’m breaking down

How to take the blame when you’re not around

Maybe love just slips through my hands

Or maybe I don’t understand

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Pre-Chorus

You said “don’t carry this alone”

But it’s all I’ve ever known

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Chorus

And I try to fall in love

But I’m always ganna fuck it up

You said it was easy to figure it out

But now I see I’m stuck in my doubts

Yeah I try to fall in love

But I always fuck it up

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Bridge (emotional / drop build)

If I said the right things

If I stayed a little longer

If I wasn’t this way

Would we still be together?

Or would it end the same

Just with someone else to blame…

But I still say my name

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Final Chorus (heavier, almost breaking)

And I try to fall in love

But I’m always ganna fuck it up

You said it was easy to figure it out

But now I see I’m stuck in my doubts

Yeah I try to fall in love

But I always fuck it up