Always fuck it up

Verse 1
Late night, replaying everything you said
Every word still echoing in my head
You told me I just needed time
But somehow I turned it into a goodbye

I keep thinking it’s something I did
Something broken somewhere within
Like if I were better, you’d still be here
Instead of fading into disappear

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Pre-Chorus
I trace every step, every wrong I made
Even ones that never changed a thing anyway

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Chorus
And I try to fall in love
But I’m always ganna fuck it up
You said it was easy to figure it out
But now I see I’m stuck in my doubts
Yeah I try to fall in love
But I always fuck it up

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Verse 2
You said it wasn’t all on me
But that’s not how it feels to me
If I was enough, you wouldn’t go
So I guess that’s all I need to know

I learned how to smile when I’m breaking down
How to take the blame when you’re not around
Maybe love just slips through my hands
Or maybe I don’t understand

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Pre-Chorus
You said “don’t carry this alone”
But it’s all I’ve ever known

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Chorus
And I try to fall in love
But I’m always ganna fuck it up
You said it was easy to figure it out
But now I see I’m stuck in my doubts
Yeah I try to fall in love
But I always fuck it up

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Bridge (emotional / drop build)
If I said the right things
If I stayed a little longer
If I wasn’t this way
Would we still be together?

Or would it end the same
Just with someone else to blame…
But I still say my name

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Final Chorus (heavier, almost breaking)
And I try to fall in love
But I’m always ganna fuck it up
You said it was easy to figure it out
But now I see I’m stuck in my doubts
Yeah I try to fall in love
But I always fuck it up

Female vocals, heartfelt, EDM heavy drops emotion beats