[Verse 1]
You came in like bad weather
Black coat on my good day
Tracked mud through my safe house
Left teeth marks on my faith
[Pre-Chorus]
I was calm
You were chaos in a car park
Laughing while you lit my plans on fire
And I let you
[Chorus]
If you’re gonna love me
Then ruin me
Tear up the map I drew of me
Kiss me ‘til I’m not who I was
Leave me in the dark with the damage you’ve done
If you’re gonna touch me
Then cut too deep
Turn every soft part sharp on me
Take what you want
Take all you see
If you’re gonna love me
Then ruin me
[Verse 2]
We talk like we’re both saints
Hands dirty in the ashtray
You trace all my worst fears
Say
“this one’s got my name”
[Pre-Chorus]
I was fine
You rewired every bright spark
Pulled the pretty pictures off my walls
And I helped you
[Chorus]
If you’re gonna love me
Then ruin me
Tear up the map I drew of me
Kiss me ‘til I’m not who I was
Leave me in the dark with the damage you’ve done
If you’re gonna touch me
Then cut too deep
Turn every soft part sharp on me
Take what you want
Take all you see
If you’re gonna love me
Then ruin me
[Bridge]
Don’t heal me
Don’t fix what you broke (oh)
I like the way it hurts
When you say my name too slow
[Drop]
Ruin me
Ruin me
Say you won’t
Then do it anyway
[Chorus]
If you’re gonna love me
Then ruin me
Tear up the map I drew of me
Kiss me ‘til I’m not who I was
Leave me in the dark with the damage you’ve done
If you’re gonna touch me
Then cut too deep
Turn every soft part sharp on me
Take what you want
Take all you see
If you’re gonna love me
Then ruin me