BY MY SIDE

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[Verse 1]
Mind off balance.
Thoughts don’t sit straight.
I talk to silence
Like it knows your name.
Phone face down.
Still glowing.
Your name buried
Under habits I won’t kill.
Air cuts sharp.
Iron on my tongue.
Every memory hits
Like it mattered too much.
I scroll a life
Where you don’t leave.
Where I don’t lie.

[Chorus]
I need you close.
Even when you ruin me slow.
I’d rather sink
Than feel this numb control.
Say my name.
Split me open.
I won’t stop.
I won’t fold.
Pull me under.
I’ll still follow.
I need you close.
Don’t pretend.

[Verse 2]
I say I’m fine.
My voice turns sharp.
Every word breaks
Right after the start.
They keep talking.
I just nod.
Eyes locked forward
Like you’ll show up if I don’t blink.
You said
“I’m a storm.”
“You won’t survive.”
Maybe that’s the flaw in me.
I crave the damage.
The risk.
The pull.

[Bridge]
Break me slow.
Take your time.
I come back
For the burn and the rot.
Heart in your hands.
Lift it up.
Let it shine.
Then let it drop.

[Chorus]
I need you close.
Even when you tear me apart.
I’d rather drown
Than learn how to be calm.
Say my name.
Cut it deeper.
I won’t heal.
I won’t fight.
Drag me down.
I’ll still choose you.
I need you close.
Yeah.
I know.

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