I feel so sad tonight that I told you that I think our love is impossible because I don't have money and then I suggested that we both remain friends.
Already tears are coming to my eyes.
I know that I sincerely love you my lover Clint.
You too are such a sweet man.
I already miss you so much, like a great winter that has suddenly settled on my shoulders, I feel colder and colder around and inside me. My heart felt so warm when you were there with me, even from a distance.
Tonight, this heavy weight of lead and sadness weighs on me
My heart feels very alone and my eyes are already red, overflowing with big sobs for you.
I cry for you Clint,
I cry because our love ends there unfortunately,
However, I am not ready to lose you, my beautiful darling.
I cry because I have real feelings for you my darling love
But now, I don't have the money that our projects require.
So, I have no choice, I prefer to stop there.
I cry for you my Clint because behind all this trouble, I already miss you very, very much
I don't know what to add anymore,
My heart is so sad tonight,
But I prefer to keep my head in reality.
Clint our love is impossible. I don't have the money to continue our relationship and I offer you my friendship in return.
I hope you will accept it so our separation will be less painful for both of you.
I always love you my Clint, I will never forget you.
You deserve the best.
Take good care of yourself my lost love Clint W forever.