All alone by RareDrum741 - Zona

All alone by RareDrum741 - Zona

Lyrics

[Verse1]

I’m scared of everything that lies ahead,

I’m looking for a future, but I’m lost instead.

Every little chance becomes another fear,

I imagine failing before I even get there.

I smile and say I’m fine,

While I’m falling apart inside.

I carry everyone’s problems,

But nobody asks about mine.

When I talk, it feels like no one hears,

I carry everyone else’s problems with my fears.

I wish someone would look at me and ask,

“Forget about the others… how are you?”

[Chorus]

I have nobody, nobody to tell it all to,

My fears, my anger, everything I’m going through.

I have nobody when the night gets way too long,

When all the thoughts inside my head keep going on.

I have nobody, so I keep it all inside,

I say that I’m okay when I don’t even know why.

I just want somebody who will stay without a reason,

Someone who will listen without trying to fix me.

I have nobody…

[Verse2]

I look at all my friends and wonder why,

Their lives seem brighter when I’m barely getting by.

I envy those who know where they belong,

While I’m still trying to figure out where I went wrong.

I think about my family and everything they could lose,

And turn every little mistake into something I can’t undo.

So I stay inside my room with all these thoughts,

Replaying every moment, every word I’ve lost.

I wanna scream, but I don’t know how,

So I write the things I can’t say out loud.

[Chorus]

I have nobody, nobody to tell it all to,

My fears, my anger, everything I’m going through.

I have nobody when the night gets way too long,

When all the thoughts inside my head keep going on.

I have nobody, so I keep it all inside,

I say that I’m okay when I don’t even know why.

I just want somebody who will stay without a reason,

Someone who will listen without trying to fix me.

I have nobody...

[Bridge]

I don’t wanna be your messenger,

I don’t wanna be your guide.

I don’t wanna carry all your stories

When I’m barely holding mine.

I just wanna have the right to exist

Without having to please you all.

Let me walk alone for a little while,

Let me get lost if I want to fall

[FinalChorus]

I have nobody…

But maybe someday someone will hear

Everything I’ve been hiding all these years.

Someone will see behind my “I’m okay,”

And choose to stay anyway.

I have nobody, but I’m still here,

Even when I’m lost, even when I’m scared.

Maybe I’m not worthless,

Maybe I’m just tired of fighting on my own.

I have nobody...

I have nobody...

I have nobody...

I have nobody

But I still have a voice.

And if nobody hears me,

I’ll just sing for myself.