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Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
I been quiet for a minute
Guess I’ll try say it now
[Verse 1]
Face blank
Head loud
Heart heavy
I’m proud…?
I don’t even know what I’m feeling
Got a laugh on my lips, but I’m reeling
They say “talk to me”
Words freeze, then flee
Mouth dry
Eyes wet
I just say “I’m fine” and reset
Scroll through my phone at 3 a.m.
Half-typed texts I’ll never send
Delete, rewrite, then I ghost again
Can’t explain the storm, so I hide the rain
[Chorus]
It’s hard to say I’m hurting
Hard to say I’m scared
Easier to joke like nothing’s there
I swallow every sentence
till my chest feels tight
Numb on the surface
screaming inside
[Verse 2]
Therapist asking “where’s the pain sit?”
Point to my chest like “all of it”
Try to speak, throat locks like a door
Whole life lived on “I’m good, I’m sure”
I got days I can’t get out the bed
Argue with the ceiling in my head
“Other people got it worse,” I repeat
Use that line just to keep me beat
People say “reach out, we care”
But I hate how small I feel out there
Like my problems cheap, like I’m overdoing
So I drown in the dark, keep the mask still moving
[Chorus]
It’s hard to say I’m hurting
Hard to say I’m scared
Easier to joke like nothing’s there
I swallow every sentence
till my chest feels tight
Numb on the surface
screaming inside
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I say “I’m lost,” will you stay?
If I say “I’m tired,” is that okay?
If I finally crack in the middle of the day
Will you see my shame, or just turn away?
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedJan 13, 2026
Duration2:50
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody trap beat with distant bells and a detuned pad, slow tempo. Male vocals in a close, dry mix; hook uses layered, slightly pitched backing vocals for a haunted feel. Verses sit in a tight pocket with sparse 808 hits and ticking hi-hats; second half adds subtle choir swells and low synth bass to raise the stakes. Occasional drops to just drums and vocal for emphasis, then beat slams back in on the hook.
Credits
Prompt bytyreece
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Create a rap about how hard it is for me to express emotion and how hard mental health is for me and my struggles, rap
