[Intro: Acoustic Slide & 528Hz Hum]
(Mmm, yeah...)
(That old “I got this” walk)
(But my chest was cracking, Lord)
(Sha-ma-ha-ra-ta!)
[Verse 1: Sassy Half-Rapped Flow]
Oh, that old “I got this” walk
I used to talk big, never let my guard drop
Chin up, hands on hips, eyes like ice
Played the room, acting tough, yeah I wore it nice
Said, “I don’t need nobody,” asked for more
Too slick for the scene, standing at the door
But I was hiding, building up a wall
Calling it my strength while bracing for the fall
[Pre-Chorus: Subtle Snaps & Heavy Bass]
My heart was leaking, trying to keep the beat
Holding it together for everybody I meet
Tired heart, tight heart, running out of track
Eyes on the ceiling, waiting for a crack
Calling in the dark, wondering where You were!
(Where You were, Lord!)
[Beat Drop]
[Chorus: Explosive Gospel Belt & Choir]
But now I need Your touch, Your kindness, and Your grace!
Bringing my beating heart into this holy space!
You didn't give me fear, but power and a sound mind!
Washing off the dust, leaving fake struts behind!
Jehovah Rapha, You're my Healer and my Rock!
I lay it on the line, watch the darkness drop!
(Hallelujah!)
[Verse 2: Rhythmic Cadence]
How did I get here, carrying it alone?
Acting tough in public, falling apart at home
Made excuses for the hurt, tried to wear their shoes
While my own hands were shaking, paying all the dues
Lord, I kept calling that burnout “being strong”
Smiling through the pressure way too long
Cover this caring heart and help me breathe
I can't save them all, that’s not my creed
No more pouring into something that was never there!
[Verse 3: Intimate Storytelling]
Your breath, Your touch, chills down my neck
I know You are listening, putting my spirit in check
Stepping off the wheel, letting go of the strife
Awaiting Your rhema, Your voice in my life!
(Let it bloom!)
[Bridge: Acapella & Tongues]
(Ka-ra-ba-sha-ta! Ho-san-na!)
(Sha-ma-ha-ra-ta! Break the chains!)
No more shadows, no more masks on my face
I trade the radical princess for Your holy embrace!
My Deliverer! My Fortress strong!
Breaking every lie that held me down too long!
[Chorus: Maximum Holy Energy]
But now I need Your touch, Your kindness, and Your grace!
Bringing my beating heart into this holy space!
You didn't give me fear, but power and a sound mind!
Washing off the dust, leaving fake struts behind!
Jehovah Rapha, You're my Healer and my Rock!
I lay it on the line, watch the darkness drop!
[Outro: Slow Fade, Rhodes Piano]
Settle down and wait.
Jehovah Rapha.
No more fake struts.
My babies are blessed.
My mind is sound.
I am whole.
(Amen)
[Fade Out]
[End]
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