Since I lost you it’s been a feeling I can’t let go I’ve been seeing shadows of ghosts everywhere I go I can’t even close my eyes no more I feel so alone looking at the dark room that I used to call home see growing up wasn’t easy I remember all the scars and tears we once cried fighting depression every day just to get by trying to stay high just so we can fly the day I found you I just wanted to cry never thought I would be burying you up to the sky Damm now I got to ask god why he took my brother so soon I’ve been running with so much pain lately Christmas don’t even feel the same without you