The Mask You Loved Me In

How I am before leaving my narcissistic ex for 2 months 3 days .

i’m going to explain about after the narcissist ex since I moved out I couldn’t eat fresh food even though I finish all of it on my dinner plate I felt sick but I didn’t puke. I just couldn’t eat it even though I at all I kept drinking fizzy drinks and liquids constantly, and I’m struggling to sleep. my body is hot and sweaty while I’m in bed I fall asleep around six in the morning and I’m always talking about my ex but the good times and the bad times I can’t stop talking about it to friends and family and I can’t do anything even though I’m free from what happened. There’s nothing to do. I always wake up around 34 in the afternoon but yesterday I woke up at 10 am that? Is how I explain what I’m feeling. also, I’m constantly eating. I use gaming with 4 friends for escape reality