This song is for my grandpa bill who protected and painted the picture of his family through clowns and boats. I believe this was his way of saying im going to change the world some day and inspire people to be okay even when they’re only fine. He was a great hard working man who inspires me and everyone around him. His presence stays with me through the ups and downs. The sweet smell of lemon and color yellow remind me how sour life can get but how sweet the outcome of a full grown tree will make life better. Even if it’s over the train tracks everything will be okay. I need this to sound like Pearl Jam with the artist Eddie vedder and the rasp of Chris Cornell. Knowing I’m not okay now but I’m still fine and I’m fighting for my rights of freedom, peace and love