(Verse 1)
I let you in like an answered prayer
Opened every door, left my whole heart there
Gave you my body, my soul, my mind
Trusted your hands with this life of mine
You looked at me like forever was real
Like broken girls finally get to heal
I swore you were my safe place to land
But safety was never part of your plans
(Pre-Chorus)
You said “always,” while hiding the truth
I was drowning just trying to love you
Every red flag I painted gold
Just to keep from feeling alone
(Chorus)
I gave you everything I had in me
Every late-night prayer, every piece of loyalty
Thought you were my soulmate, my home, my peace
Now I’m picking up pieces you broke in me
You lied so smooth, made me question my pain
Gaslit my heart till I went insane
And the worst part is I loved you bad
With every ounce of love I had
If I could rewrite every road we passed
I swear to God we never would’ve crossed paths
(Verse 2)
You never held me the way a man should
Never protected me when you knew you could
I kept defending you to everyone
While you were the reason I came undone
I stayed too long trying to save us both
While you kept killing what I loved the most
I lost myself just to make you stay
Now I barely recognize my face
(Pre-Chorus)
You made me feel hard to love
Then blamed me when things got rough
I carried wounds you gave to me
Like somehow they were my responsibility
(Chorus)
I gave you everything I had in me
Every late-night prayer, every piece of loyalty
Thought you were my soulmate, my home, my peace
Now I’m picking up pieces you broke in me
You lied so smooth, made me question my pain
Gaslit my heart till I went insane
And the worst part is I loved you bad
With every ounce of love I had
If I could rewrite every road we passed
I swear to God we never would’ve crossed paths
(Bridge)
I hope one day you feel the weight
Of every tear I cried awake
Every time you made me feel small
After I gave you my all
And maybe healing means I finally see
Your love was never love for me
Just a lesson wrapped in pretty words
From a man who only knew how to hurt
(Final Chorus)
Now I’m learning how to breathe again
Trying to find the girl I was back then
Before your lies, before your games
Before loving you became my pain
You took my trust and let it crash
Turned forever into aftermath
So no, I don’t miss what we had
I just hate we ever crossed paths
(Outro)
I gave you my heart
You gave me scars
And if I’m honest…
I wish we never met at all.