I Don’t Miss Us (I Found Me)

Yeah…

Funny how you notice me now…

When I finally stopped needing you…

Woke up stretchin’, no tears in my eyes

First time in a while I don’t analyze

Every text, every lie, every “I’ll change”

I finally stopped lettin’ you stay in my brain

I used to wait for your name on my phone

Now I sit in silence and I feel at home

No more fightin’ for what never was mine

I see it clear for the very first time

And it’s quiet… but it’s peace this time

Not the kind that comes from losin’ my mind

You thought I’d break when you walked away

But I rebuilt in a better way

I don’t miss the chaos you gave

I miss the woman I forgot to save

I don’t miss us, I miss me

The version I lost tryin’ to keep you pleased

Now I’m back, I’m finally free

And it don’t hurt like you thought it would be

I don’t miss us, not anymore

I found peace I was searchin’ for

No more cryin’ on that floor

I don’t miss us like before

I stopped lookin’ for love in your eyes

Started lookin’ at myself this time

Took the weight off my heart and mind

And realized I was wastin’ my life

Now I talk to me softer at night

Tell myself I’m gon’ be alright

I don’t chase what don’t feel right

I choose me every time

And I know you see me now

Lookin’ better than I ever did around you

Funny how you notice what you lost

When I’m finally done bein’ bound to you

You thought I’d fold, you thought I’d stay

But I outgrew that version of pain

I don’t chase what breaks me down

I choose myself right now

I don’t miss us, I miss me

The version I lost tryin’ to keep you pleased

Now I’m back, I’m finally free

And it don’t hurt like you thought it would be

I don’t miss us, not anymore

I found peace I was searchin’ for

No more cryin’ on that floor

I don’t miss us like before

You see me glowin’, yeah I know

Funny how you let me go

Now I’m everything you said I’d never be

And that’s the cost of losin’ me

But I’m not bitter, I’m just free

No more versions of me for you to keep

I learned my worth, I learned to see

And I won’t shrink just to make you happy

I don’t miss us, I found me

And she’s everything I need

You can look, but you can’t reach

What you lost is out your league

I don’t miss us, I’m complete

Walkin’ past what used to break me

Someone better might find me

But I’ll never lose me

Yeah…

You see me now…

But I finally see me too…

And that’s what changed everything…