Lyrics
[Verse]
Empty bottles on the floor, shattered glass in my soul
Voices in my head, they been digging a hole
Pills on the counter, moonlight through the blinds
Chasing peace in the chaos, but it’s hard to find
Lost another homie, graveyards stacking names
Life’s a game of Russian roulette, spinning pain
Clouds of smoke, memories fade in the haze
Demons on my shoulder, screaming louder every day
[Chorus]
I wanna kill myself before my demons do first
Life feels a blessing, but it’s wrapped in a curse
Everything I love just turns into dirt
Heart’s too numb, can’t tell what hurts
[Verse 2]
Mama said pray, but my hands too shaky
Faith feels fake when your soul’s this achy
Mirror shows a stranger, bags under my eyes
Dreams turn to nightmares, every truth a disguise
Family stopped calling, I can’t blame ‘em though
I’m a storm in the flesh, and they can’t weather the blow
Friends drift away like smoke in the breeze
Loneliness hugs me tighter than memories
[Prechorus]
Every pill’s a promise, every drink’s a lie
Every tear’s a question, why not say goodbye?
Style
heavy 808s with eerie piano melodymale vocalsatmospherichip hopdarkrap
Prompt
male, rap, a song about drugs and mental health and losing everyone around me, hip Hopi want to kill myself before my demons do first
Credits
Prompt byAnthonyBaird
GeneratedSep 1, 2025
ModelAria v4
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