[Verse]
I burned your name into the air last night
Watched it rise like smoke then vanish from sight
But it didn’t feel right it didn’t feel right
[Prechorus]
I wear this smile like armor steel
Fake it loud so I don’t feel
[Chorus]
This is my crash course in closure
Pretend I’m fine when I’m not sober
Laugh too hard at my own jokes
Swear your ghost is just a hoax
[Verse 2]
Told myself I’d forget your face
Rewrote our story erased every trace
But the ink still bleeds it’s all over the place
[Prechorus]
I scream it loud I’ve let you go
But my heart’s the liar it won’t show
[Chorus]
This is my crash course in closure
Shout your name like I don’t know her
Sing too loud to drown the pain
But every note sounds like your name