Self-Sabotage Is My Love Language

[Verse]
Call it a gift call it a curse
A twisted thrill in making it worse
Rip the stitches before they heal
Break my own heart just to feel
[Chorus]
Self-sabotage is my love language
Burn it down when it starts to manage
I can't help it can't let it breathe
Push away every good thing I need
[Verse 2]
A perfect moment I tear apart
Scratch the surface leave a scar
Caught a glimpse of something bright
Turned my back killed the light
[Prechorus]
It’s not the world it’s not you
It’s the mirror I keep running through
[Chorus]
Self-sabotage is my love language
Burn it down when it starts to manage
I can't help it can't let it breathe
Push away every good thing I need
[Bridge]
I bite the hand that's holding mine
Tangled thoughts a knotted line
Laugh too loud when I should cry
Every "hello" ends in "goodbye"

raw, female vocals with an edge of vulnerability, indie punk, distorted guitars, high-energy drums, rock, driving bassline