(Verse)
Im so fucking hurt right now,
all of the lies that you told
you telling people it was me, it was all of my fault,
you could never admit
that it was us.
You left me here all alone
never gave me a chance to talk
about what’s going on in
this home, you always told
me there was nothing to discuss.
I never knew I’d
be so distraught it
never crossed my mind
I would’ve never thought.
Betrayal and lies, your deamons
I fought I began to despise.
The only one I ever counted
on was no longer someone
I could trust.
(Rap)
Growing up, that’s not what
I was taught!
Being with other guys
while commited in
a relationship I asked you
many times, you could
never admit it!
Blaming me for the things
you did in your past,
people not knowing the
truth about you,
but you did that shit
long before I ever
met you and what they
don’t know is I begged you
to stop.
I’m the only one who
supported you. It wasnt just me,
we all enabled you!
Now you act like it was all me, because you still can’t
tell the truth!
You not realizing the
truth shall set you free!
(Verse2)
You wouldn’t know anything
about that, during our whole relationship you’ve
lied to me, and your mother
was right next to you and she lied too,
with you she agreed.
There is nothing I even
want from you or even need,
the love I once had for ya,
is now gone. That
I can guarantee.
(Rap)
Im embarrassed to even
tell people about you
and what you achieved
by telling me lies that i actually believed.
It’s been almost two
months since you’ve
been gone , it’s getting
easier I can finally breathe,
but there are days I can’t
Get out of bed or outta my head ,
I cry a lot and
I still grieve.
I just don’t understand
how can you say
you love me so much
and then get up and leave?
(Hook)
Bitch you got tricks up your sleeve!
At one point I was
actually relieved the
news about you and him
i received, my gut was always right but deep down I was
in disbelief, you are
the chief of deciept.
(Rap)
Bitch you got me beat
all of what you did was
preconceived that’s
how it was perceived.
You’re a manipulative sneak,
I don’t care if we never speak.
I’m sure people would agree.
You mean nothing to me anymore.
I mean it wholeheartedly
to my core.
You’re a disgusting whore!
Loving you was a
fucking chore who
i once adored. But now i don’t anymore!
