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know you like the pain you cause -
You told me to my face.
And if I showed you any love you craved,
You were quick to fill replaced.
You don’t know what you want in life -
And I don’t pretend I do- 
But you would rather make some one a wife-
Instead of dig inside you.
You rather hurt another-usually the ones closest to you -
To feel a pain so deep you feel the depth of it run through you-
I know you on a level ,
You made me feel that way.
But Not all is mostly bullshit -
Because you’d tell me every day.
And if I don’t believe you 
You like to dig it deep-
Watch any strength that I had left Inside.
Completely dispose to weak.
Than boost me up again 
By a message or just your Smile 
You’d give me just enough to feel 
Love for a little while- 
But I was prepared this time 
But I know it’s never true 
Because every thing you done to me 
I know I done to you. 
And every thing you claim to be 
Couldn’t be more true
Every thing you love enough 
The strength of hate runs too.
The passion you display
Is a beauty all so rare
I don’t even know if u will except that love was ever there.
I do not know if u really feel the words u act to feel
I don’t really know how to express anymore  for you to accept u never will.

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