[Intro]
Static in my skull
Ash on the floor
Clock on the wall
Stuck at 4:04
[Verse 1]
Face down in the sink
Red water
Last text from you
"why bother"
Dark thoughts lined up like daughters
Of the same old drunk
My father
Room smell heavy
Cheap liquor
Hands shake when the shade flicker
Voice in my head say
"pull quicker"
I just sit still
Get sicker
You hate me?
Cool
I hate me first
Been rehearsing that line
Since the day I learned words
[Chorus]
Bad times
Bad signal
Can you hear me from the pit?
If you don’t like me
You gon’ love when I quit
Dark days
Dark cycle
Every sunrise feel counterfeit
If you don’t like me
You gon’ love when I quit
[Verse 2]
Friends turn ghost when the well run dry
But they stalk my page just to watch me die
Laugh in the chat
Then they send "stay high"
Whole damn town tryna cash my cry
Pills on the plate like cheap buffet
Pick one
Pick two
Drift away
Brain go blank
That’s my escape
Body on the bed like dead weight
Call my phone
I let it ring out
You want closure?
I just want the blackout
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I don’t need respect
I just need a reason
To drag one more breath through another season
If I vanish in the night
That’s not treason
That’s me and the dark finally break even
[Chorus]