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Lyrics
[Intro]
Woke up to the rain
Drippin’ through the paint
Every breath is pain
Every thought the same (yeah)
[Verse 1]
Eyes red
I don’t sleep
I just suffer
Turn a good day gray
Watch it gutter
All these girls in my phone
But I’m hollow
Fake love in my veins that I swallow
Mama say pray
But I play those games
Russian roulette with my own damn brain
If I win I stay
If I lose I’m free
Either way
It’s still me vs me
[Chorus]
Rust on my halo
Blood on my name
All I ever learned was hurt and erase
Love turn cold like November rain
Why every time I feel
I feel pain?
I don’t wanna live
But I’m scared of the end
So I make more scars
Call ‘em all my friends
Laugh in the dark when I’m going insane
Life play games and I lose again
[Verse 2]
Ash on my shirt
Heart on the floor
Girls come close then they head for the door
Tell me “you’re enough
” then they twist that word
Turn love to a joke that I never heard
Suffer in silence
I choke on the guilt
House of regrets
Every room half-built
If I disappear
Who gon’ even know?
Name in the phone just a ghost in the glow (yeah)
[Chorus]
Rust on my halo
Blood on my name
All I ever learned was hurt and erase
Love turn cold like November rain
Why every time I feel
I feel pain?
I don’t wanna live
But I’m scared of the end
So I make more scars
Call ‘em all my friends
Laugh in the dark when I’m going insane
Life play games and I lose again
[Outro]
Rain on the window
Laugh in my face
If this what love is
I’ll just escape
Fade like smoke
Drift out of frame
If I don’t wake up
Just forget my name
Details
GeneratedFeb 12, 2026
Duration2:20
LanguageEnglish
Style
Bleak Memphis-trap inspired beat, detuned bells and eerie pads over trunk-rattling low end. Dry, close-mic male vocals, whispered doubles and distant, pitched-down ad-libs. Verses feel claustrophobic and confessional; hook widens with layered chants and distorted backing, subtle tape warp on the outro.
Credits
Prompt byTheMaze
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Make me a suicideboys inspired song, using the words : pain, suffer, rain, games, love, girls
