Lonely

City’s loud, but I hear nothing,

When your voice ain't callin’ mine.

Room full of gold, but it feels hollow,

Without your hand wrapped in mine.

I pour drinks I don’t finish,

Scroll through texts I won’t send.

Talk to shadows like they’re you,

'Cause I forgot where we end.

Everyone says I’m blessed,

But I’ve never felt so cursed.

You left without a goodbye—

And silence is always worse.

I’m lonely in a room full of faces,

Empty in the glow of new temptations.

Touch don’t mean a thing when it’s not yours,

I sleep with ghosts behind these doors.

I’ve had love, I’ve had lust, I’ve had fame…

But none of it whispers your name.

I’m lonely—

And nothing fills the space.

I changed the locks, but not the habits,

Still check the mirror for your breath.

I should be healing, but instead—

I’m just surviving your absence to death.

They touch me, but I flinch inside,

Like every smile's a loaded lie.

Told the world I moved along,

But I keep playing our song.

Laughed with strangers, danced with pain,

But I still wake up saying your name.

Even heaven wouldn’t be enough—

If you’re not there when I wake up.

I’m lonely where the lights can’t reach,

Drowning where the stars don’t speak.

I gave the world all it could take,

But I can't give up what we didn't make.

They see a king, dressed in gold and fame…

But they don’t see the price I pay.

I’m lonely—

And no one's left to blame.

I talk to the walls just to feel a reply,

Lie to myself like you’re still in my life.

The bed’s too big, the nights too slow,

And the worst part is… you’ll never know.

I’m lonely, and it’s louder in the silence,

No calls, just echoes of defiance.

I reach for warmth, but the sheets stay cold,

Tried to move on, but my heart won’t fold.

I’ve touched bodies, I’ve touched fame—

But none of them whisper your name.

You were the only one that knew the weight…

Of what I lose when I fake okay.

I’m lonely—

And nothing feels like home